The photo that come late
I still keep this photo...But everything its late.....
Faded past Faded You Faded Love
Its a new year..2013 had gone..The first post of this year is having my past pictures flowing in my brain..Well..I dont know how to describe...Many things had change..Me You And Our Love...Unknowingly..Went to look at the pictures i wash out from my phone...I combine them and put into a photoframe and place it inside my glass cupboard..Maybe to you is a mistake to contact back and to get into a super short relationship.To me..The short memories do meant something to me..I still can remember every single thing we did together..The moments we spend together..The first time we hold our hands.The first time i gave you a peck on your cheek..Maybe all means nothing to you now,maybe to you i am just a passerby a mistake you did in your life.Went past your blog and i saw what you wrote..well...I cant deny anything or what..Why i got a sudden engage..Why i disappear just like that...Even you dont bother to whatsapp me..Before accepting the proposal...I delayed and think..What appear in my mind was the moments we spent together and was the way how you ask me to be your girlfriend..I am not lying to you..I confess that my heart still think of you but your coldness towards me make me fall backwards..w'hen we first get together..I thought that we will be better but things prove us wrong...We have different thinking and different mindset..As a best friend..You understand me well.But why when we got together things change...?I dont know why..Together with you..As a friend i have the secure feelings...but when we become couple...the feelings was gone..I slowly found that you cant understand how i feel...so what i am with other person now...you didnt make any effort to make me stay...i MIA first and you didnt came and look for me...I got away you didnt grab me back..Its hurts...i know you had been hurt but have you ever thought that i have a tough time too...now even i listen to the song that you sang to me once..i felt painful i felt sad...because that song had become my favourite song..and everytime when i listen to the song..my tears drop...To you maybe its nothing but i can tell you straight...to me...its very very IMPORTANT...You had once been to important to me...now...become important but no longer its mine...so i chose to let go...maybe...Its fate that let us be friends only...I admit i have feeling for you when we first met and when we become so close...I really really really have the special feelings....Remember that we went to kbox at jurong safra with my friend...we were playing until we broke the glass...And the worst is you cut your finger...You know that i am afraid of it...you can see through my face that i am really worried about you..Although you still able to make me smile but i felt pain...i know you are pain too...but you keep telling me its ok its ok...You know ONCE YOU ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME..I even tell myself if ever one day..you will ask me back...i will!and i wont leave anymore...But you didnt...YOU DIDNT....i was waiting and i was looking forward for you to look for me...when the moment i MIA....I know now saying all this is nothing...nothing anymore...i just wanna let you know that...i didnt..i didnt fool ya..at all.... MY FEELINGS FOR YOU WERE REAL..just now...its too late....i dont know how i dont know why..if ever you look for me again...i can tell ya straight...you will always be in one corner of my heart...i still regard you as important person in my heart...
Farewell
Come here to say bye to you bloggy....no more bloggies anymore...its over...
A day
My off day...how did it go...hmmm...was spending time in jem..doing my stuff..also go visit people...visit bananas!! Hahaha...was doing my things halfway go shopping and spend almost wow 300 dollars...bought 2 pairs of shoes for work...lols...1 is to go out gai gai wear one...hahaha...its by pazzon...than bought a shirt at unico..than buy 水晶。its like a great yay!! Hahaha..although went to see doctor today..tot will be sick!! Damn sick!..but ok la...hahaha...hai hao
Had a wonderful bday celebration
Hey hey...back to blog...hahas...lots of things happen though...the ups and downs and the downs are all veru extreme one..well...yesterday was a great night with collegues! !Advance celebrate for me...had all of them there...felt so happy...felt so touch...jing chen my chen ge bought me a doremon cake..its like..awww~~sweet...samuel also..sing happy bday song to me...hahaha..its like oh my...the most happiest thing is sin hwa went too...hahaha... 他是最难请的一位...hahaha...than jushin and qian ke also came!! Its like..thanks guys!! After that went to east coast park with banana...guess who is it...lolx...go there relax blow wind..so cooling...unfortunately it rains...haish..soo we hide under shelter...than on call cabby...than we both run in the rain. ..to get the cab. ...*shy* felt damn embarrassed de lo....wet wet take cab. .hahaha...anyway!! Thanks alot a big thank....
Hmm
Well..met up with my ♥ with common friend...agree with what u say...I shouldnt use the same old method to treat ♥...hmm..already ask him liao..see how he want things to be like..but definitely I will try harder... :) :) thanks alot to lighten me up about this...I do cherish ♥ just that I am using the old method which wont work out within him..haha...shall need to explore him liao...see what should I do...hahahaha...time to rest..good night all..congrats to u..and good night♥♥ muacks!
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