Wow....Recently I am in a very confused mood...Got a mixed up feelings which I can't explain why as well...Firstly...My off day went corked up...Went and search for present for someone birthday..Went to swarovski shop and got overcharged...Spent 380 to buy a 190 item..Argh..Angry with that man...After that met my relatives for lunch there..Through out they were like nagging making alot of noise make me feel so vexed...If they are not my relatives I sure screw them up..Really make me feel so ashamed to go out with them..haish...They went to KFC to eat than I just follow but not eating..Cause seriously got no mood..My cousins are behaving like monkeys! Eventually I screwed them..I really damn fed up and I just scolded them..They are just behaving like an ill manner brats..My aunty also the same..Keep saying this and that...Still say my uncle company fcuk up..Its like trying to tell people that she is very good and not fcuk up..You sre spending money like opening a tap..Buying those unnecessary items...Still say that my uncle's pay is damn low.. Please take a look of yourself in the mirror before u starts to critise people..I seriously can't take it...Felt that I am going to explode anytime anywhere and make sure I screwed them up in a very very jia lat way...After that...I went to a 水晶店..Shop called 苑中秀..They are having some promotions..So I tried the 七彩精灵...I ask about my relationship life...And eventually the person says that I am a person that is very very very focus about jobs...And will always neglect my other half..This is rather quite true...I was really damb occupied by working staff..Even after working hours I am still doing my job things...reading those emails also looking at promotions...I am too occupied with my work...She pointed out some points to me too...My health having problems..My gastric and tummy having little problems..So I need to book an appointment to do a body check up...She say that I have alot of Ups and Downs...I need to overcome as the days comes by...Worst thing...She said..我不可以打开心让我爱的人进去..my heart is all about work and work and work...I think I need to work things out with him soon...Must really ask him what he expect me to be like...I cant promise I will be 100% perfect...But will try to hit at least what he wants...I think I neglected him too much...I am sorry dear...I need to sort my mind not to think about working matters after work...Only can think about rest and you...Really sorry to him...Maybe previous relationship failed and make me more focus on job...我会改进的...well..since this is already after working hours...I shall throw working things aside...Wondering what is he doing now...yesterday met up but I still doing my working stuff...He must be disappointed than...haish....Its time to change change change....I dun wanna neglect him...later he feel that I dont care...对不起。亲爱的。我其实很爱你只是太过关注在工作上。忘了陪你了。答应你。我不会再太专注于工作的事了。♥♥♥
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