Back to blog again...This few days is just very bad for me...Everything was screwed up...I am mentally and physically screwed up too...Even my off day cannot in peace...Still need to come back to store to do stock take...In the end I was counting everything by myself..The rest of them are just doing nothing...Really really pissed off with that...Make me come back do this fking job and got no pay for that..Its like hey...Cant you guys do it yourself...Its just like pissing me off...The big boss also the same..Trying to test my patient...I had my limit better dont make me too boiled up...If not I can explode anywhere anytime and to anyone...Seriously this company getting more and more fked up...Argh...Make me so vexed...At work still ask me to coach new staff...He dont even make the effort to remember what I told him...Cant even hit the simple target I gave him..Why cant you just bucked up...You show np improvement and boss keep on stressing me..I dont want to do all this and I dont really wanna give a damn...I am only a normal sales executive taking a basic pay of 1250 why should I do all this extra stuff...Coaching new staff is the job of the ARMs and SSE..Its not a normal SE job..Boss are just asking me to do more than what I should do...If thats the case..Please fire the useless ARMs and all your SSE!! At night also cannot rest well..Have been losing my sleep..Whole person felt so stress felt so bottled with work...I just want to have a day job free stress free...Argh...dont know what should I do...Everything seems to screw up and fk up...I got no time or no mood to do any other thing...I waiting to get a short break soon when my RM is back...I need a 2 days break...I am tired of all this...But people just cant give me a break...Could I just disappear...Than I thought he could be understanding...In the end....He make me felt that he dont understand...I realise that his way of thinking is different from mine...make me felt like we are drifting apart...I admit I am too occupied with work...I am too stressed already....I dont wish to fight with him or to have any quarrel so I chosed not to talk to him...I need time to really free myself from my working stress...I hope you really can understand me...I am under alot of stress and I need time to get rid of all this...Of course I know I really really neglected you...I tried to really really talk to u or text you but everytime I failed..Because I am afraid that It might go in the opposite way...Nothing else I could say...The only word I can say is I am sorry...sorry for neglecting you...
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