Finally sort out my mind and resolved all the things that I been in and unable to sort out...
Firstly..I would need to thank the person that always stay there with me telling me all the logic..I am sorry if I had been very stubborn..Not I dont understand your point of view or what...I know you care that's why u say..If you dont of cause you wont even say a word..Been days and I finally get out of it liao...Seriously it had been quite tough for you too...Cause of my unstable motions also because of my stubborn mindset..But now..case closed...I am not going to think anymore of them...Because I should let all the matter to a stop...Like that would be much more better through!!
Secondly..I am quite happy this few days..Cause I finally found my korkor in SG..He is now flying both places...To china and in Sing for his family business...He is a very very caring and a very very big warm guy!! I knew him when I was in my secondary years...He dote me alot from then...Can say that among all people...Except from you he dote me the most..He is still that big..Make me felt super super secure when I saw him...I wont need to think of all the troubles...He will always like be there no matter where is he...He didnt even forget me...hahaha...Guess this korkor of mine will be the best korkor ever ba...haha...I went and look for him on monday night after the east coast park relaxing...I told him every single thing that troubled me..Every single things that I really really want to solved...And I tell him about you too...And he was like..Telling me explaining to me and telling me what should I do...sooo I decided to listen to his way...The last sentence he told me..Make me felt that I am way to far behind...My kor had been see-ing all this and been through. .so he explain...He told me..To put down all the things that I should need to put down earlier on...Like stuffs for the job..I am only an executive a sales personnel I dont need to think that much for boss and also for other people...What I need to do is just to closed sales do my job..The rest of the Extra jobs should let the boss and In charge to do...Because right now he see that I am doing everyone's job...which is they are making use of this to take advantage...So I look back and think through..In deed I am doing three person job at a time..I took too much responsibility..So from now..I decided just to do my part...No more doing extra stuff...In retail line...Theres no way that I could always have my off on weekends...Hope this you could understand....But if possible...I will try to find a weekend off everymonth...My kor say I been too much into work and already neglected all the things I like to do and the people I loved..its true...I neglected every single things...So...Its time for me to think back and make it up...
I always go to east coast at night..I know its dangerous..but whenever I need a break I will go there..because theres the wind theres the sea...I loved to listen to the wave that sweep up to the shore..I loved the wind thats so cold and I loved to walk along the sea sides...Its always my all time favourite...The thing I loved the most is to walk along the seaside with my love and also watch the sun set and sun rise...thats the only thing I wanted to do but I got no chance...I wish I can do that...hahaha...
Well...A big thank to you and a big thank for Kor!!
Lastly...kor flying to china on saturday morning...haish...sooonnn!!!! Oh dear...I will miss u badly...haha...Remember my gifts...cheii...thanks kor for giving me the shelter when I need the most..you are always like a big blanket for me..你就像一个大棉被能包容我让我在里面哭。棉被湿了只要拿出去晒太阳干了还是那么蓬松温暖!!Thanks alot to you!! And btw..JJ...Thanks alot for your care! I know it been quite tough for you..quite stressed up..sorry dear♥♥no next time ok...I dont wan any conflict with u anymore...coz I felt unhappy whenever theres conflict with u...I won't go out late night liao...Be a good gal stay at home..dont let parents worry also dont let u worry liao...ooohhh kkkayyyy!!!♥♥♥
Afterall...I felt really really relaxed now!!weee~~
Next post will be a happy ones liao...lets wait for korkor to be back a meet up with alot of people than write my day end report!
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